“It would be a bold and silly creature that came before its Creator with the boast, ‘I’m no beggar. I love you disinterestedly.’”
C.S. Lewis
When I read this, my mind runs to thoughts of friends and family whom I love, who feel this way toward God. Who feel indifferently toward the God of the Bible, or at least the diluted “god” that has been presented to them by lousy doctrine and untransformed churches. I fear for them. I pray for them. As I’m writing this, I’m reminded of God’s sovereignty. And of His providence…His utter control, and absolute overflowing goodness. Relief. Our heart’s affections for others to know Jesus, those affections find their origin in God. He has those feelings about our friends and family before we do, He gives them to us. Pray and labor to usher His will in, that all will be saved from God as judge and experience God as justifier.
One of the larger problems with the apathy in man’s heart toward God is this: it reveals a lack of understanding of God’s passionate love for man. This is a larger issue than it may seem at the surface level. (Back peddling)…Foundationally, God’s chief purpose is to glorify Himself and enjoy Himself forever, (Westminster Chatechism, Q1-A1). Thus, as image bearers of God, you and I are also called to that same purpose, to glorify God and enjoy Him forever. In the creation narrative, God has chosen a very specific means of glorifying Himself. This means of glorification has been from the beginning. John 1:1 explains, “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” First of all, John is referencing Moses’ words in Genesis 1:1, “In the beginning…” John is communicating, “what I’m about to write, was always ‘Plan A’ not a sudden ‘Plan B.’ So in the beginning, was the Word… Who’s the word? Further down in John 1:14-18, the Word is revealed to be Jesus. (14,16-18: And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth. 16 For from his fullness we have all received, grace upon grace. 17 For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. 18 No one has ever seen God; the only God, who is at the Father’s side, he has made him known.
What John 1:1 communicates is this: Jesus is the Word, Jesus was with God, and Jesus is God (in the beginning [and always]).
What John 1:1 implicates is this: God from the beginning of time desired redemption. God from the beginning of time loved soon to be sinful men. God from the beginning of time thought is best to empty Himself to undeserving sinners who would have Him forever. Jesus’ role in creation was vast. He did a lot of things, He’s doing a lot of things, He’s going to do a lot of things… but the most significant part of His role in creation was to enter into the devastating and dark world He made, that has become infested with sin, wickedness, depression, and decay…and die. He came to die. Jesus Christ lives perfectly, dies undeservedly, and raises victoriously in the pursuit of sinners, and ultimately the glory of God. Jesus Christ! Jesus Christ! He died for me!! He died for us! Can you believe this? It’s hard. It’s very hard. But it could not be more real. Jesus Christ, the savior of the world…the friend of sinners. How amazing!
When another person begins to love you…you know? Whether a blooming friendship or a budding romance…when someone begins to love you and pursue you, recall those thoughts you had while that was going on, “Me?! Really?! Why does she want to me my friend? What does she see in me??!” or “I can’t believe he isn’t falling in love with all my friends who are more humble and so much prettier, and dress cuter, etc..Why me!?!” Remember thinking that? Well Jesus, He is God. He is perfect. He is beauty, He is handsomeness. All of what we see and enjoy in our day to day lives and in people, are shadows pointing us to Jesus. Giving us a taste of how charming He is, how amazing he is…of a lover, of a father, of a brother, of a friend. Jesus is amazing. And He wants you. And He wants me. And if that doesn’t call for a radical response…one much more radical and passionate than we feel at the peek of a new earthly relationship…I don’t know what does.
Watered down love for God, says, “I haven’t experienced the relentless pursuit of the Jesus…” And if you haven’t ever experienced His mighty pursuit, and you’re reading this- and you feel very indifferent toward God. The pressure’s off…why would you feel amazed by a lover you’ve never known. Think about that. It would be silly to say, ["Me?! Really?! Why does she want to me my friend? What does she see in me??!" or "I can't believe he isn't falling in love with all my friends who are more humble and so much prettier, and dress cuter, etc..Why me!?!"]…If no one is pursuing you…if you haven’t experienced the love that provokes such a response- you’d be out of you mind to love God. But hear this, He’s good and He’s so loving…and you’re invited. Come. If you tarry ’till your better, you will never come at all. Jesus came to save broken and hurting people like me, and like you if you’ll admit it, not people who have it all together. He picks us up, He puts us back together. He delivers, cause we’re stuck. Praise God for His grace and the beautiful response that’s draped across a sinner’s life who has been pursued by Jesus Christ.
Matthew 11:28-29
Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
Psalm 103
1 Bless the LORD, O my soul,
and all that is within me,
bless his holy name!
2 Bless the LORD, O my soul,
and forget not all his benefits,
3 who forgives all your iniquity,
who heals all your diseases,
4 who redeems your life from the pit,
who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy,
5 who satisfies you with good
so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.
6 The LORD works righteousness
and justice for all who are oppressed.
7 He made known his ways to Moses,
his acts to the people of Israel.
8 The LORD is merciful and gracious,
slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love.
9 He will not always chide,
nor will he keep his anger forever.
10 He does not deal with us according to our sins,
nor repay us according to our iniquities.
11 For as high as the heavens are above the earth,
so great is his steadfast love toward those who fear him;
12 as far as the east is from the west,
so far does he remove our transgressions from us.
13 As a father shows compassion to his children,
so the LORD shows compassion to those who fear him.
14 For he knows our frame;
he remembers that we are dust.
15 As for man, his days are like grass;
he flourishes like a flower of the field;
16 for the wind passes over it, and it is gone,
and its place knows it no more.
17 But the steadfast love of the LORD is from everlasting to everlasting on those who fear him,
and his righteousness to children’s children,
18 to those who keep his covenant
and remember to do his commandments.
19 The LORD has established his throne in the heavens,
and his kingdom rules over all.
20 Bless the LORD, O you his angels,
you mighty ones who do his word,
obeying the voice of his word!
21 Bless the LORD, all his hosts,
his ministers, who do his will!
22 Bless the LORD, all his works,
in all places of his dominion.
Bless the LORD, O my soul!
“God does not love us because we’re valuable. We’re valuable because God loves us.” -Martin Luther